46 day!!

Today is November 1st and this makes me really excited. I woke this morning with a smile on my face because it means I only have 46 more days until my Boyfriend comes home. These last 7 months have actually gone by pretty fast, now I just have to make these next 46 days fly by. This last month is going to be the hardest month, I won't be able to communicate with him because he is on a mission. It is pretty frustrating because I have so many things that I want to share with him. So I still write him letters, hopefully they make it to him on time. There is so much that has changed in my life in these last 7 months, all for the better, the only thing missing is him. I told myself before he left that these 8 months that he is gone I have to focus on my self, do things that I want to get done or get started like school. Focusing on myself helped me not to dwell that he was gone, but now that his tour that his is coming to a end and we can't talk, it is all I can think about. I really do miss him, I can't fool myself anymore, but it's okay only 46 more days now.