So Sleepy

Lately it doesn't matter how much sleep I get I am still really tired the next day, maybe I'm not sleeping as soundly as I think I am. Maybe this weather is getting to me. I have it is a feeling it is just that time of year where my body just wants to hibernate.

Weird Feelings

Sometimes I feel like it is a terrible thing to have woman's intuition. I get weird feelings and they always turn out to be somewhat what I felt. That stomach sinking feeling where you know that something just isn't right. I have had that feeling the last month or more and I can't figure it out, it is slowly driving me crazy. I wish whatever it is would just present itself and get it over with. I am done with living on the edge of my seat and having nightmares. 

Babies

Being a girl, I think all of us getting baby fever sometime or another. Lately I have had baby fever, and I really don't want to. A lot of my friend have had babies, or are having them, and it is so hard not to get sucked in. More then half of the girls that were my close friends in high school have had babies, it is actually mind boggling. Who would have thought just four years after graduating such a epidemic would have happened. It is like the water in Michigan is making the girls more fertile. Maybe it was a good thing I really got out of there, so I am less fertile then them. I plan to hold off on babies as long as I possibly can, and just love on all of my friends babies.

Laugh until your sides hurt

I don't know what it is about watching people hurt themselves, like when they fall while doing stupid stuff, that they know they shouldn't be doing. My favorite part on America's funniest home videos it when they show a reel of people hurting themselves. I laugh so hard sometimes, I can't control it. My nostrils flare, my eyes tear up, and my sides start to hurt. I love it, laughing really makes you feel really great. I think everyone should find things in life that make them laugh so hard that their sides hurt, do it maybe two times a week and everyone would be much happier. 

Japan

Mike should officially be in Japan now. The last I heard from him he said the Marines wanted his platoon to be back in Japan on the 5th of December. I am waiting to hear from him anytime now. I really hope that he calls me if he can, I like getting his emails, don't get me wrong but I really want to hear his voice. I have been watching video that he made to remember what he sounds like. I wish that my phone saved voice mails longer then it does, it sure would be nice to hear his voice before I went to bed like before. Before he went to Afghanistan he would wake me up in the middle of the night, either just to say goodnight, or talk for hours. I sure do miss that, even though I was always tired, it was well worth it.    

Dreams

I had this interesting dream last night. I have always had very vivid dreams, they can be so vivid sometimes I think they are really and the whole next day I have to keep trying to prove it to myself that they were just dreams. Last night my dream was about me going back to my childhood neighborhood and going through all the places I loved so much. As I went through all these places I started to cry because I miss it so much. Now the interesting thing about this dream is I will be going back to this old neighborhood in a couple of weeks because I will be going back to Michigan and my boyfriends parents just recently moved to the neighborhood I grew up in. I will get the chance to show him around, show him what formed me. I am so looking forward to seeing my boyfriend and going back home, I am dreaming about it now, I just hope I don't cry to much, I am such a girly girly sometimes.

Work Party

So my plan for tonight is something that I really don't want to be doing, is going to my work Christmas party. I really don't want to be spending my one day off this week at my boss's house. Me and my boss don't get along very well, but my other co-workers are making me go, so least it is there will be free alcohol. That may be the only thing that makes the night bearable. I am just going to avoid my boss all night, he just irritates me.